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i was reticent but im allowing myself to play around with physical metaphors with danii. i have to be careful though
i don't know how to be responsible and say "your being is one i want to be close to. i long for emotional proximity in a way only articulable with reference to somatic nearness, even though i have been averse to all actual manifestations."
the moment of expression doesn't feel false, but the uncorrected broader pattern certainly does