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holy shit im really depressed rn lol, not sure why, zoning out and feeling very off. prolly bc eating is fucked, feel like shit. feel annoyed and gross, eating is disgusting. ED gets fucky when not feeling great, and just spirals with depression
eh honestly my eating is like mostly fine i think. im eating a fucking lot, at least it feels that way. im def thinking a lot about it, but idk if im lacking calories. might just be depressed for other reasons. hard to do this alone, but dont have anyone i feel like i can talk to