Not exactly sure why but I’m missing her lots rn. It’s been about a month and kinda just now am I like, yeah I’d like for her to come over, just to hang out. Tbh tho I might just be bored. School feels really dull and forced. Don’t feel very motivated or interested.

Part of me wants to do like research on something I care about, but also that sounds like effort and energy that I just don’t have.