.: "Yet I will do it anyway! Let’s gooo. Just for a widdle bit I won’t let it get out of control, I say, getting once again addicted to the feeling of not eating enough. The funny part is I actually feel okay with how my body looks for the most part, at least with clothes on."

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.Mar 27, 2021

“My brain may not be working properly and I have no energy or focus and I’m dizzy all the time but soon I will be happy with how I look,” he lied.

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Yet I will do it anyway! Let’s gooo. Just for a widdle bit I won’t let it get out of control, I say, getting once again addicted to the feeling of not eating enough. The funny part is I actually feel okay with how my body looks for the most part, at least with clothes on.

March 27, 2021 at 12:07 PM

.Mar 27, 2021

Also I don’t really care too much how I appear to others, idk my brain is just a large set of contradictory emotions. Control control control control I guess. I was surprisingly light for not (really) intentionally restricting.