as if they are the only ones who write or think about these issues. I'm so tired.

oh yeah and another thing i forgot to mention is that I hate applying an identity to myself like even labels like agender or pansexual are sort of like I guess they literally apply? but I think that language like that is super limiting on my self conception.

yeah that applies to things like pronouns too like I hate having pronouns or having to choose, but then I also have to deal with interacting with others and pronouns are an important part of that. idk just really annoying

oh yeah and also things like my voice, i have very little control over what I sound like and its the primary means of communication, and thats just really meh. I could do voice training but there are limits and not a true option to opt out, plus that would take extra effort

and time. Don't even get me started on time and energy and all that. Idk scarcity is the primary evil of the world in so many ways. fuck that shit

oh and i also feel the emphasize how much consumerism sucks and how I don't like buying anything. Feels like complicity in their behavior but also powerless enough to not do anything. just disappointing and frustrating