I go through these periods where my head is just so full and I feel paralyzed from doing anything. I'm tired out from something (in this case, finishing classes) and I want to relax, but its hard. There's this sort of moral anxiety where I can't let myself enjoy media

because everythings just infected with gross immoral shit like on so many levels. I can't turn of the critical analysis part of my brain. Even though I value that and think its important I'd like to just chill out sometimes

The only other option from commercialized gross shit is lefty stuff but that also makes me critically think too :/ I struggle to relax

nevermind i found horimiya and both mcs give me so much gender euphoria (could do without the queerbating tho wish theyd just commit)