this is really random but im searching for cute underwear rn and remembered a time when i was kid where i basically tucked and tried to convince isaiah that something happened to my penis lol - there are actually a lot of instances of me doing stuff breaking from gender norms/
what most people would understand as hinting at non-male gender identity. dont really know what to make of it, def not one of those ppl that think you need to have young experiences for your gender to be valid or whatever, i think for the most part i was just oblivious and did
what felt comfy, and only learned later that it was out of the norms. there were some things i was aware of, like that I couldn't have long hair bc boy, but was only pressured intermittently n stuff idk