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i love learning but i hate school - reading this book for class describing a classroom experience and holy fuck the secondhand embarrassment and anxiety ive had to stop 3 times now what a horrendous environment
its just a wholly unnecessary aspect too - theres no need to justify your answer in front of a class to understand the material, and i imagine it makes it much much worse. things dont get dwelled on if the answers are correct, but if wrong its like "a chance for learning"
which like yeah i guess but out of trying to be respectful to the student who got something wrong you make the ordeal last so much longer its humiliating
i keep doing that dwelling stress out thing about my experience yesterday in class and fuck fuck fuck its so awful i want to shrink and die and never be seen again i hate school i hate school how disgusting and embarrassing