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Lol I just spent an hour sweating dreading my presentation god fuck hell Seriously my heart was beating so fast fuck , didn’t help that I realized the whole thesis of my presentation was way more unclear than I thought right before class so I spent all this time panic editing
My speech to make it make sense AND there was like a teacher evaluator person there which like normally whatever idc they’re evaluating the teacher not me but it’s the head of one of my certificates like fuck so embarrassing
And I like hyper speed run fucked up my presentation and oh god it was a mess like I had to facilitate discussion for 5 mins and shit I am not good at that, very very thankful to the people that raised their hands
Horrendous experience overall 2/10

Honestly that little comment probably prevented me from spiraling into anxiety demon tonight so that was sweet
Really sorta makes me rethink my practice of *never talking unless spoken to ever* bc honestly that was nice
Just don’t wanna feel like a bother. I have anxiety about, gonna need a cute guy to tell me good job after to calm me down from :P
Gonna try to relax when I get home don’t know how tho. Hard to spend leisure time with no energy