days like these are when i really miss having in-person physically intimate relationships :( very comforting to me

also idk definition of dissociating exactly but i felt very alienated from my body in class this morning, like looking at my hand and feeling like it was outside me and the sensations like abstracted away from me. ig doesnt help that i read that one anti-civ poetry thing

the other day that was like breaking things down individual parts and sensations. idk how explain and dont have energy

https://theanarchistlibrary.org/library/julian-langer-becoming-animal-my-feral-individualism beautiful and interesting writing, political social perspective i disagree but anticiv anarchoindividualists have their shit worked out when it comes to personal fulfillment