.: "I’ve been feeling really restless but also really tired and overwhelmed. Like I want to do something but I’m too depressed and tired to do anything of substance, so I just watch mindless YouTube or something"

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I’ve been feeling really restless but also really tired and overwhelmed. Like I want to do something but I’m too depressed and tired to do anything of substance, so I just watch mindless YouTube or something

October 24, 2021 at 9:59 PM

.Oct 24, 2021

I’m cold and want physical intimacy and that’s the second time I’ve felt like that recently after not really feeling that way for a while

.Oct 24, 2021

Idk I think school is just getting to me and not having something I’m able to be passionate and social about, like I’m missing an important bit of intellectual social interaction

.Oct 24, 2021

Idk also been having the depression thoughts of like non existence being compelling and that’s a bit annoying

.Oct 24, 2021

Don’t think I want anything in particular just a bit sad for now and that’s okay