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on the topic of thinking about gail stuff, something i would like to note is how beneficial this period of time has been to me
really able to explore myself and come into my own individuality, ofc never done but i think it has been really enpowering. been able to become much more self sufficient and independent, and feel so much more capable. obv none of this is to say i dont need anyone or anything
bc i get tons of help from others, specifically financial and resources from parents, but also emotional stuff from friends. but im able to be a lot more happy by myself.
and im sure some of that is like ive always been p introverty, but having the opportunity to feel out my own limits has been super great. ofc not perfectly voluntary interactions always but more control in that department
also again should clarify none of this is like >:( i hated my time with her she held me back like no it was really great and important in tons of ways, ive just been able to grow on my own in a lot of unique ways and i think thats cool