I think this case is pretty unique and there probably aren’t too many resources or others to relate to, but that’s also super fun too! I get to explore as I go without any preconceptions about how it’s supposed to look!

I know this is a super minor thing and these are like super fleeting moments that happen rarely so it might feel odd to dwell so much but it just feels really exciting to be exposed to new ways of experiencing connections with others, which is weird bc this is kinda a lack of

Connection? But yk I’m interested in RA and the potentialities of interpersonal relationships.

But yeah as a final thing just laying out the unique parameters that allow for this specific type of joy: Previous relationship with emotional, intellectual, and physical intimacy ending on positive terms and was initiated by the other person. Also the person in my position needs

To have the right type of disposition to be able to be ready to enjoy those type of feelings.

Also this is totally off topic but I’ve been having tons of moments recently where I’m just beaming like super super happy like an almost unmanageable amount of joy. I’ll mouth lyrics to a song while walking home, read manga with some relaxing music, today was a bit of a special