feeling really gross and uncomfy rn and i feel like it has a lot of causes and that is frustrating. maybe just restless bc i dont feel like i can do anything, but idk

school work bad and brain is really done. leisure reading is out for same reason. anime/manga really not feeling up to gender stuff or really diving in and enjoying a story. netflix trash ive already filled up on, twitter/youtube make me sad and ive been trying to avoid,

dont feel up to doing chores/cleaning and theres not much to do anyway, video games ive tried to avoid but playing ow rn and its fine enough ig, music meh, eating sucks and ive already done enough, showered and nothing feels better, really just trapped feeling ._.