alice roberts: "the answer is no, but i’m not sure if i’m psychically capable of enduring it. or at least, i have the option not to, and my body desperately wants me to avoid it. i hate that im reduced to this, or at least i imagine id be if i was still capable of hate."

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alice robertsSep 26, 2024

i’m scared to speak, if i open my mouth i worry ill just scream in anguish. do not think, do not feel, you can’t change it anyway. best to ignore it, right?

alice robertsSep 26, 2024

but even accounting for this, it seems like i'm silently and desperately clinging to a "think happy thoughts" mentality

alice roberts @alice.dreary.dev

the answer is no, but i’m not sure if i’m psychically capable of enduring it. or at least, i have the option not to, and my body desperately wants me to avoid it. i hate that im reduced to this, or at least i imagine id be if i was still capable of hate.

September 26, 2024 at 2:27 PM