i don't know how this comes across but usually when i cite things directly to people the tone i intend is not like "here is the awesome evidence to back up my claim and pwn u" its like hey if ur curious heres some stuff to look at and if u have issues take it up with them i dont wanna argue about it

unless ur leftnietzschean and literally lying and i have to own u with facts and logic

im glad i dont have to worry about this anymore and can just bubble myself away in safety. i have so much more to learn anyway, its unwise and premature to mention anything to others. i make exceptions for em (what else is new) plus i think she kinda gets my deal at this point

i dont fully agree with this anymore, i know the value of not being excessively quiet, but i've learned that its better for me in trusting environments

booooo this whole thread is old thoughts, ptooey i spit on u

the slow erosion of decadent repetition is no longer my task