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i didn't understand this when it came out but i get it more now
in the past i mistook exhilaration for peace
the distaste for exuberance as well as its foil in melancholy self-indulgent despair is one of the better transformations of last year
i still feel things strongly and i don't think that needs to be abandoned but its manifestation had to. flimsy and fairweather is no way to live
i don't like seeing that pfp, i don't like who i was. i suppose that's just expressing another kind of avoidance but i think part of the point of this thread is that there can be productive avoidance too, at least temporarily