hm i can tell i'm uneasy and i would prefer to stabilize a bit. i don't like being back in my office and that makes it harder, but it's also not the source of the issue. i really just want some minor gesture of reassurance, but it's better if i don't receive it so i learn my lesson

i feel like i've been underperforming a little and i'd like to not be doing that, but also i know stressing about things in that way is pretty bad for me