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the blood on my fingers from biting my nails has gone dry, maybe i should take care of myself. and my ears have been ringing for days from that sound, but i blame it on you cause i can’t stay around.
and as i sit here on my own, regressing on memories i remind myself of that time that i had to go puke and i still think about it sometimes cause i miss you. trying to keep it together, so hard to see you go. gut wrenching feeling inside, will slowly kill me over time.
i try not to look at myself. i just want to hold you now, when im with you i feel alright. i want to hold you tonight, cause when im with you i alright.