the blood on my fingers from biting my nails has gone dry, maybe i should take care of myself. and my ears have been ringing for days from that sound, but i blame it on you cause i can’t stay around.

and as i sit here on my own, regressing on memories i remind myself of that time that i had to go puke and i still think about it sometimes cause i miss you. trying to keep it together, so hard to see you go. gut wrenching feeling inside, will slowly kill me over time.