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I can’t believe I have work tomorrow
That statement is partially a figure of speech but also partially genuinely reflective of the pattern my brain gets into when isolated and degen-ing for a weekend. Reminds it of no homework holiday breaks.
I’d love to say I’m longing for the glory days of _____, but in reality the circumstances all sucked in their own ways, and the person navigating them sucked even more. I really just want my current circumstances minus the obligations (which just so happen to be financing my current circumstances).
Call me lazy if you want, but in my defense:
1) being “productive” is disreputable if sufficiently infused with capitalist ideology
2) I enjoy the hard fun of learning/developing/contributing - I just don’t appreciate doing it at the behest of an apparatus of control with a looming threat over me