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willow
i want to vomit, i should try bulimia for a bit
willow
i'm larping and cowardly so i won't really do it, but i feel gross and want to expel the disgust
willow
i should keep alcohol around for occasions like this
willow
if i had more energy i'd go get the razors i picked up a while ago (shockingly good planning ahead from me tbh)
willow
i'm too painfully aware that i have a body atm, i need to punish it for existing and imprisoning me
willow
if someone were to see me or god forbid touch me right now i think i would grip my fingernails to the flesh of my arm and scrape until blood coated my hands and the room smelled of iron
willow
that is if i could make it through the repulsion of making contact with myself