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i wish she would record hours and hours of her just talking. i love her voice, i love her thoughts. for the people i admire, i honestly think that’s my ideal relationship. just consuming their ideas one-sidedly on my own terms.
it feels like the appropriate distance, both for my sake* and for theirs
*i agree it’s potentially endorsing vices of mine of anxiety and avoidance rather than dealing with them, but in context im still unconvinced these are deficiencies in my character and not deficiencies in social expectation