post-feuerbachean marxist account of how going on going on SS forums and reading people's detailed plans make me feel less suicidal as a compensatory fantasy, but that the desire will persist until the material cause of suffering is alleviated.

nietzschean analysis of how i start as weak and suffering and am given a project that occupies me and distracts from pain in the short term, namely turning aggression against myself. but by turning my aggression against myself, i am now more weak and debilitated, and the descending spiral continues.