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the quote at the start of this chapter is actually quite nice. i like that geuss affirms the utopian impulse
idk this isn’t actually true, i just get self destructive urges and wanna externalize my pain. i don’t even mind the negative emotions themselves, i just moreso resent the fact that i don’t have the time available to wallow properly and let myself process them
*fast food documentary narrator voice* in todays fast paced economy consumers are demanding quick and convenient self harm options - whether it be cutting or alcoholism, burning or binging, this super mom can stop by for a quick fix between the office and susie’s soccer practice