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the problem is not so much the direct embarrassment but the abstract humiliation of degenerating into the type of person that would interact with others in such a way, or at all. i don’t like who i’ve become
my anxiety was a lovely thing at keeping me from developing these desires in the first place, and now that it has subsided i am an empty, unintelligent disappointment.