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hmmm i think this is the first time ive had a * go rather awry. i think im still somewhat unsettled in my position here. maybe that’s why im grappling with an older me? there’s something discordant, lacking cohesion, and anachronistic - and im tempted to say * may be accurate exactly for this reason
i thought about it more and i think it has less to do with recency and more to do with juxtaposed rapidity
put another way, it’s not an issue of indeterminacy but rather several all-too-determinate relations that sit uncomfortably for me to simultaneously occupy. i think this is partially due to various misconceptions i have yet to correct, and also the inappropriate narrowness i prescribe myself
but like, it’s sooooo nbd blawg