idk it’s not even like a particular fear, it’s more like the following: originally the challenge of bsky for me was making my thoughts and feelings legible whatsoever, and the consideration of others viewing didn’t even arise.

but now i also have the knowledge that whatever i produce will be seen by people i care about, and will be interpreted in a variety of different ways. and my thoughts have become less internal and more about others anyway, which is more challenging to navigate and share publicly.

so i have all these additional layers on my mind that weren’t a factor before. tho idk this explanation feels rushed and i don’t feel like im in the right headspace to properly explain it atm srry