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i’ve been holding back a bit from several ppl for a variety of reasons
• it’s not like new willow, but i’m nervous about embarrassing myself and not receiving reciprocation. i don’t want to be an intrusion.
• i’m a little more sensitive to how my free time is used at the moment. feeling a tad pinched.
• i’d prefer my engagements receive a better side of me than i’m capable of right now.
i’ll be better soon i hope, but i’m also intensely on edge about what life looks like with nothing to look forward to when i return.