I deeply dislike the feeling of food in my stomach. It’s such a relief when I’m empty.

after skipping a meal or two it’s really hard not to keep the momentum going. i miss being empty and frail and thin. it’s annoying that i cant feel the pangs anymore, they were really addictive. i want to be elegantly vacant, and instead i’m just a shameful, misshapen, disgusting wreck of a body.