yea totally tho, i think you’re right to call those out. i’ll note that the methodological negativism is intentional but again i understand that it can be nauseating, especially when paired with my tone. i mention in the vid that i have my misgivings out the bzzzt reply in particular because that

was a very emotive and unhelpful response. there’s also some degree of in-group posting, like self-indulgently posting for myself and those who are already familiar with me, and i think i resort to that more and more as my breadth grows since the outside attention can feel invasive