it’s weird i’m doing this now, considering i have basically nothing to say. it’ll probably last like a few hours, same as all my other overdramatic flailings. i’m irritable and just wanna do fun things. work is not fun things

i do kinda wanna get my voice back tho, i don’t like how ive been speaking. making judgement calls is really hard. i don’t wanna hurt ppl but i also i’m not really compatible with what u want from me

even now i’m vagueposting what the heckers

i just mean that i wanna be alone rn and i wanna work on fun projects and be learning things and instead im locked in a cube and being too much of a shallow social butterfly

“none of you deserve juliet” vibes but in an insecure and non-self-aggrandizing way that has nothing to do with deservedness and no bitterness or ill will

but yknow i’m being not sharp enough there. i do genuinely feel a lot of disgust and want to be away from nearly everyone. but it’s not really all that personal, i do like you, i just don’t want more chores and the dose is too high