i was scrolling through my comments on youtube looking for a specific one and i stumbled upon one from 6 years ago by gail

i clicked on her profile and it's really hard to describe what i'm feeling right now. i'm crying a lot

i'm nearly positive i've been here before but it's still so striking, it's like a perfectly preserved capsule. all the playlists she used to listen to, filled with songs from me. there's a playlist that i won't reveal the precise name of but it's effectively "from kyler"

she's almost certainly abandoned the account, nothing has been updated for 6 years. a lot of rather humiliating things here for me, but in a pure way

be well