i can't have a conversation sometimes, like i have this strange habit of just thinking about a connection from thing a to thing b and then i either express that and lead the convo into weird territory or i try to suppress it and can't think of anything else

you're allowed to reply in earnest and on topic. although idk maybe it shows a lack of interest in the subject, which is fair enough

the one constant in my life is my inability to communicate properly with juliet

you are quite dramatic

tbh i gotta being so self-conscious when it's pretty clearly a two-way street. just hard when i care. i suppose i could try to talk about it explicitly but that sort of meta-discussion tends to not be enjoyable for her. clearly she has other things on her mind today anyway

i don't know what to think when you repeat all the things you'd like to do, it's all in the future. there's this chasm of imagination to action and i don't know what it will take for you to bridge it. if i knew how i'd support you in that, but it seems like something you'll have to find for yourself