.: "I’m not meaning to blame my anxiety or whatever, I also just genuinely suck at talking. But then I also get in these loops where it’s like “fuck anxiety, just say your shit” and then it’s dumb or awkward or I put myself on a path I can’t follow through on"

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.Sep 21, 2021

Lmfao it sucks so fucking much being afraid to speak, finally doing it, then having a horrendous experience. I can feel my harmful psychological dispositions being reinforced and i hate it.

.@disheveled.diary.dreary.dev

I’m not meaning to blame my anxiety or whatever, I also just genuinely suck at talking. But then I also get in these loops where it’s like “fuck anxiety, just say your shit” and then it’s dumb or awkward or I put myself on a path I can’t follow through on

September 21, 2021 at 12:46 PM

.Sep 21, 2021

And obv that just makes future anxiety worse