.: "i was like developmentally stagnant for a long time in my youth, like totally unaware of a lot of really important shit. parents kept shit, friends with similar (like scott) I just really didn't have very much interaction with real stuff."

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i was like developmentally stagnant for a long time in my youth, like totally unaware of a lot of really important shit. parents kept shit, friends with similar (like scott) I just really didn't have very much interaction with real stuff.

November 5, 2021 at 1:56 PM

.Nov 5, 2021

tbh prob why im so into youth lib on an emotional level

.Nov 7, 2021

also still impacts me a lot a lot today still. prob large part of why im so anxious and unfamiliar with many things in the world, everything seems so complicated and unapproachable

.Nov 7, 2021

and there was never really this fostering of creativity and questioning of the world that made curiousity seem like a positive thing. instead it was consistently shot down