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ryo
i will be calling you lia because kad is my meatspace initials
ryo
i used to be sullen
willowApr 3, 2025
@sullen i missed so much you have to fill me in on how you were feeling latte Today at 7:36 PM well the week before we started talking i was extremely anxious because i was noticing how much you two were flirting which usually id be fine but i was seeing it like 24/7 even when i was purposefully looking away from his screens i was just feeling more and more like he liked you better than me but i still wanted to just try to ignore it so he would be happy also talking to you did make me happy and quelled my feelings a good bit but eventually it was just too much to handle and i was horrified and breaking down in bed like all day, didnt know what to do and halfway through that he asks if he can go see you, specifically without me, which made my fears 100x worse and later he asked if he could go and then a week later i would come too and that just made me feel like he didnt even have a clue at how upset i was and i was just so beyond frustrated, then he asks if he can go fuck grindr ppl and the whole time you knew i was upset but never said anything to me eventually we finally talked and i felt a lot better, but obviously i could tell he wasnt really happy with the situation, i wasnt either after that i wasnt really mad at you about all that but i was upset you never said anything to me i know you messagd me but that time was like my peak frustration with you and then over time yknow it gets harder to message, as im sure you felt