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my experiences with phoebe are unbelievably corporeal, i'm constantly shocked how strong my body reacts all over
it's not even a metaphor when i say that my skin feels electric or my eyes are full of brightness or my heart skips a beat, i react so strongly when im with her

sometimes she'll just say something and i'll start leaking or my breath will be completely stolen or i'll squirm around in excitement
it's also great that all of this is interspersed with casual conversation, i have fun with her but i appreciate thats not all it is
honestly i think this is just the result of having a sexually interested relationship alongside enough comfortability and mutual respect to be able to talk openly with her. before others i was able to be more directly to her and while initially i think this was the result of some fed-up emotions and
a lack of care for what might come of the relationship, the resulting conversations actually made me respect her a lot more and get into her headspace. it's sweet and special and i like that no one has to get it but us
it was really hard when we had to be public and when we had to make ourselves understood to roommates and partners and we manage a lot better when it's just the two of us
sweet but not saccharine, playful but not dreamy, soft but not dull, quiet but not shameful, caring but not captivated