if i'm boring with you i'm probably just uncomfortable

what even are emotions

sometimes you don't know what you want until someone tells you you want it

it's gotta be embarrassing to have one of your better songs be paired with a sample, probably gets old so fast

i am having the worst work from home day ever 😭

i love my kasey sweetheart

???????????

i want irl male friends i can be gay with

when are footnotes getting added to the app.bsky.feed.post lexicon

i will give underscores one last shot today

okay fr it's soooo bedtime i can barely keep my eyes open

i need to feel respect, not passion, not admiration

i've been discord diarying a lot more lately

are you sorry, or are you just scared?

im gonna be real i don't understand mega backdoor roth things

problematic charisma gap

nvm it was cooking maybe

eek late for work

note to self: it was not the answer it's never the answer you FOOL

since im not sleeping anyway i read pauls "practical decentralization" and like i get that it's necessary for them to do political philosophy i wish they were better at it

kinda crazy how this account is like 20% of everything ive ever posted on bsky

had a good thinkfeel for a couple hours, hopefully i sleep now

woke up at 1am dehydrated and lightheaded with this strange familiar feeling. i know i just have danii on my brain but it reminded me of the night we started talking

okay wait are we counting std tests as "protected" because like yeah duh. i interpreted it as condoms

1. someone expressing interest in me 2. hygenie 3. touched 4. neck, ears, hand 5. meh its fine 6. co-op playtime is fun 7. swallow 8. rough is fun 9. loud loud loud loud 10. foreplay > sex 11. yes 12. non-partners are chill but one-night-stand type things don't do anything for me 13. yes

take as long as you need, but not too long please.

i just realized that one awesome portrait of him has him reading bertrand russel lol why not someone more interesting

folks don't talk enough about republican freedom anymore

the men i trust arc is cute lol

i have a meeting to get to but let me finish this track first

two .5 tenure TS just copy pasting answers from each other in tickets, you love to see it

sometimes i look at my internal posts in tickets and get eery llm reasoning vibes

my dad asked how it would feel to turn 25 soon and "recent graduate from brainless postminorhood" is sort of the optimistic view

"this is unacceptable behavior from a «community member»"

shr*yan replying to my pics name a better combo

i need a boyfriend to carry groceries for me, my bones are hollow now

i did my taxes chat

managerslop

i love piano

i think caffeine is the answer

Look Down (Because The Ground Is Easier To Understand And Doesn't Take So Much WorkToFigureOutButI'dRatherNotKnowWhereI'mStandingAndHaveAnIdeaOfWhatLifeIsAllAbout)

me when i humiliate myself and am wrong

wait i think i was sleeping on the appleseed cast

we love magic strings don't we folks

religious folks are onto something with belief before articulable knowledge. sometimes that should push me to figure out the way to demonstrate it, and sometimes it seems more appropriate to wait and abstain from speech in the interim but i'm really really wary of the latter nowadays

hm i can tell i'm uneasy and i would prefer to stabilize a bit. i don't like being back in my office and that makes it harder, but it's also not the source of the issue. i really just want some minor gesture of reassurance, but it's better if i don't receive it so i learn my lesson

i need new music

it knows what i'm here for

i'm not gonna talk about the other things i'm up to! they're a secret!

idk how kasey puts up with my fluctuations, it's probably pretty annoying