im always just one interaction from my day turning around :)

see i told u

every day i tell kasey "i love u sooooo many let's have a play date" and she replies "i hate you stupid inky minky you must wait an hour before you can join me in 2nd bed"

a not insignificant contributor to my recent malaise is due to danii convincingly reminding me of this last weekend

i'm pulling different levers of personal life to feel better and it's somewhat working but also very clearly not the issue

maybe progesterone has served as a mood stabilizer and that's probably a good thing (oh no i'm doing placebo prog astrology someone stop me)

i don't even know what i feel anymore

i love boys with angel wings

my bed won't be on fire i will sleep like a baby my head won't be restless it'd be nice to get off my feet

:(

ethical intellectual property

ugh head foggy from thinking, im still irritated

on memory

intentionality is an important theme in my life right now

"tgirl philosophy book club" i vomited in my mouth

whatever i'm killing the taro feed, its been busted since relay upgrade and i don't care enough about proto anymore to fix it

oh my god i'm like insane anxious bro djdhdndhahdj i hate criticals

learning isn't meant to be fun or engaging

was searching in archive for unrelated reasons and was surprised to see this thread lol, funny timing given yesterday

smh why are we trying to copy the goat

kinda crazy how beneficial a good night's sleep can be, i was really not feeling it yesterday and i feel a lot more fresh today

hailey dot at

i dislike every step of the canned dialogue tree that begins: "ai is being used for x thing, skirting existing norms of responsibility, and this is bad" "this is good actually, this could lead to the reduction in having to do x"

the best part of the night is when i peel off my sweatshirt and curl up in the covers and the worst part of the night is when i have no one to hold

not to be a hater but the new bandcamp embed sucks shit

i was kinda distracted and unfocused but i don't regret that call

ive always been more comfortable as an endurance runner anyway

i like skramz more than midwest emo

it's honestly pretty cool that kasey isn't interested in some aspects of my life because then it means i am forced to work out how i want to confide in others

today is not gonna be fun

taking the liberal democratic + capitalist mode of production as given, i think pete buttegeig is basically my ideal candidate, besides maybe the military stuff

fuck dude im so tired

i think a lot of my problems last year were in part attributable to my inability to muster criticisms of wittgenstein

the people on denpa-chan and the next generation of youtube posters leave me rather unimpressed and uninterested

my experiences with phoebe are unbelievably corporeal, i'm constantly shocked how strong my body reacts all over

new carveth vid is interesting given my recent discussions on guilt

truth is a very flat metaphor

so funny that that was the issue

oh my god lmfaooooo jetstream2 us-east's cursor sucks

erm

post

sob

i think it's time for a new hobby

i mangled the phrasing because it's more honest, i think i wanna get more acquainted with this dissatisfaction

using all my power to stay awake for an hour so i can go cuddle with kasey

for a second i felt bad about being tired out by today's call but then i remembered it went from 8am-2pm lol

im kind of tired of the usa