less energy than i thought i had

take care and rest up sweetheart

i haven't looked into how turbocharger packages work but i imagine there's like 10 trillion cves lying dormant

when the emo band has embarrassing politics

my backups are unbelievably locked out, monday will be suffering

emily is doing a ton and it's still not enough tho lol

no use worrying until something actually happens

i get scared and my first impulse is to reach out for kasey for comfort and i don't like that feeling of desperation

in my boy fit today

i tried to install stardew valley but it said i needed a gallery license

stay or just leave me, bea

lol this vid is awesome, found it while looking for something else

avoidant adolescents justifying themselves be like:

i was thinking earlier this morning about this, every time ive said it it's kind of a lie

i'm better at conversation irl (provided im already extraordinarily comfortable with the person and am in a pleasant environment that is easy to retreat from) so kasey pow wows

like yea expressing myself in text sucks but i think that's just a skill issue probably. vc is cool because tone is a huge benefit and voices sound pretty. voice notes strats are interesting but tricky to get right (for the recipient as well)

and for some relationships, i'm actually finding i prefer the limitations of those mediums anyway, which isn't all that surprising

annie is best over text, danii is best on 1:1 call, kasey is best irl, juliet is best with a yet to be discovered communication method (permeable group vc and lots of alternative options seems to work decent for now), hailey is best with casual life updates and the occasional midnight chat

meeting new people is challenging for finding how to get to know each other with whatever communication methods you have access to, and once you have one settled on something workable it can be hard to have the self-awareness and self-control to keep things in the proper medium

less abstractly: sometimes it's good to say "i don't want to call or see you right now, or maybe ever" (but i still like you and want to keep doing what we're doing)

i love dead branches so much

there's this faggot in the pb teams chat that types with "heyyyy" and "oki" like he's not talking to middle-aged cishet boomers

beabadoobee x the marias wow

how do i tell you i miss you

you don't, please keep it to yourself

i distrust playlists and curated setlists

which on one hand is very silly, there can be just as much suspect intentionality in groupings such as albums, but on the other hand they seem much more vulnerable and responsive to distasteful influences and motivations

(i also distrust compilations and singles). discographies are very cool though

summer doesn't stay

hm i don't like talking about my day

it was worth trying out again but it's bad news bears

okay i don't think this is gonna finish tonight lol, i'm going home

melancholic betas are ruining my life by corpse husband

i don't think i understand anyone else's emotions

this implies i understand my own, which, lol. privileged epistemic access does not confer (and may actively hinder) understanding

it's gonna be a late one tonight

bumping the filer count to 6 because fuck the cops

woa

kasey and i did it better but it still worked

we need a tag that lets you ls the ftp inside a utility

gonna try out bird theory today

fortuitous cancellation for a meeting you weren't planning on attending anyway

being a bad bayesian has its perks, my expectations are constantly subverted

every time i listen to empire empire i get surprised by how good they are

gotta stop fucking with my sleep like that

in general i encourage having fantasies about your friends, such as imagining words coming out of their mouth that don't belong to them

there is nothing outside the text 😸