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willow
for posterity :)
pdsls jetstream for dreary.pds.witchcraft.systems https://pdsls.dev/jetstream?instance=wss%3A%2F%2Fjetstream1.us-east.bsky.network%2Fsubscribe&dids=did%3Aplc%3Axj35q5dzomftqlf2rqczicqe&cursor=1750438064768000 Instance wss://jetstream1.us-east.bsky.network/subscribe DIDs did:plc:xj35q5dzomftqlf2rqczicqe Cursor 1750438064768000 Jetstream Firehose Disconnect did:"did:plc:xj35q5dzomftqlf2rqczicqe" time_us:1750438078774824 kind:"commit" commit: rev:"3ls2ijx4xp32f" operation:"delete" collection:"app.bsky.feed.post" rkey:"3ls2ijjqbvs2s" did:"did:plc:xj35q5dzomftqlf2rqczicqe" time_us:1750438064768082 kind:"commit" commit: rev:"3ls2ijk64cl2f" operation:"create" collection:"app.bsky.feed.post" rkey:"3ls2ijjqbvs2s" record:$type:"app.bsky.feed.post" createdAt:"2025-06-20T16:47:43.579Z" embed: $type:"app.bsky.embed.external" external: description:"kitny" thumb: $type:"blob" ref:$link:"bafkreietrwwsebqok3gypfil53ketrx4nebyb67re2iczu4a2pmvhyvt5e" mimeType:"image/jpeg" size:6651 title:"The Kasey Tapes - YouTube" uri:"https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLg3jrs7blAZ2sLsuhG8fXro7t8o1f0SJB "langs:"en" text:"i’m not opaque you just haven’t listened to the kasey tapes" cid:"bafyreidjwkgtocehinlvnpitqbyuxaajx3hl5asbcokzxio3o5dio6n5xy"
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tarrant 6/19/19, 01:39 where is Hentai Dude Nae 6/19/19, 01:39 Idk Living life? tarrant 6/19/19, 01:39 why did he just stop making music so suddenly Nae 6/19/19, 01:40 I don't have the answers tarrant 6/19/19, 01:40 who does Phillette 6/19/19, 01:40 Even legends need rest
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i joined the discord linked in patreon and it’s a ghost town except for this guy grinding dailies for years
from:weebduded bot-commands !!work waifu wednesdays x tokyo wave discord server https://t.co/jNAMrZjDWY discord.gg/th7keUx https://www.patreon.com/waifuwednesdays hentai dude
willow
this is such a good genre of image
2023-12-19 the myth of consensual using of labels kasey: i consent willow: i consent willow (abstract distaste of relationships): i don’t! isn’t there somebody you forgot to ask?
willowMay 3, 2024
this never stops being true
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you deleted the hierarchy skeet so i’m replying here
https://x.com/allnaz1s/status/1735780853324882096 original jonas skeet from yesterday, replying to my vent vid about equality: usage of the word “hierarchy” in theory seems to me like a bad idea. to bring it up in the context of discourse, deceptive or misguided, the chance of conflation being either weaponized or ignored originally sent to kasey on 2023-12-19 with caption “it’s so stupid” Smasher @SmashingUrFort Its actually capitalism All Nazis Are Nonces @AllNaz1s it is NOT just capitalism
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willow
december 2023 was a good time
discord dms with muen willow i am an adept and capable man (none of these words are true) [gorf quoting me] @willow im just an innocent little girl in love ………… ………… gorf Today at 1:50 PM hows work willow Today at 1:50 PM i haven't done any work for two weeks if i was checking my email im sure id see it piling up around me but instead i'm just talking to kasey :3 gorf Today at 1:51 PM GURLLLLLLLLULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL LLLLL OOSSLSLLSLSL PKSSSLSSSSSSSSSSS? HAVE OSME u know wht based im doing nothing with my life so i cant say shit okay gonna shoot some white people on red dead now
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The world is a cruel and unjust place. There is no harmony in the universe. The only constant is suffering. *minutes later* OMG kasey kasey discord 2023-11-19
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mhm
Off-tank main (D.Va, Zarya, Roadhog, Sigma) 4484 peak 6,500+ hours https://dreary.dev/gaming/ overwatch
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fwiw i had a different sense of experience in mind here
polysecure, jessica fern, pg 137 The takeaway message here is not to abolish all relationship hierarchies or shared bank accounts, but instead for people to procure secure attachment from their relational experiences instead of their relationship structures. Allow your direct experience with a partner to be the vehicle to secure attachment instead of having certain relationship concepts, narratives or structures be the vehicle. When our experience with a partner is the route to secure attachment, we might still want certain relationship structures, benchmarks and milestone experiences, but the urgency at which we define, solidify or need to nail things down can relax and occur more organically.
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discord dms with muen gorf 17:09 i hate u. i wish taking enough estrogen just spawned a uterus in u cuz u deserve to suffer bastard
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posts that never hit main
boot stomping a cracked clock on fire, encircled, with two anarchist circle-a symbols artist: Tom Abdulhadi-Turner aka TAT original caption: "burn the clocks" and "abolish productivity" ...performative (not to mention co-opting and commodifying). at best they throw a tantrum in an attempt to appear imposing, but the weakness shines through so apparently willow 5/18/25 11:27 AM still can't speak i want to say that i'm disliking my relation to time right now preferably in ways other than words but the best i can find is some revolting "agit-prop" poster made for sale
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willow
here are those follow-up posts btw
i don't really feel anger politically nowadays, mostly fragility and pain and powerlessness expressions like the above feel trite, pathetic, performative (not to mention co-opting and commodifying). at best they throw a tantrum in an attempt to appear imposing, but the weakness shines through so apparently
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time, labor, and social domination, moishe postone The "progress" of abstract time as a dominant form of time is closely tied to the "progress" of capitalism as a form of life. It became increasingly prevalent as the commodity form slowly became the dominant structuring form of social life in the course of the following centuries. It was only in the seventeenth century that Huygens's invention of the pendulum clock made the mechanical clock into a reliable measuring instrument, and that the notion of abstract mathematical time was formulated explicitly. Nevertheless, the changes in the early fourteenth century that I have outlined did have important ramifications then. The equality and divisibility of constant time units abstracted from the sensuous reality of light, darkness, and the seasons became a feature of everyday urban life (even if it did not affect all town dwellers equally), as did the related equality it divisibility of value, expressed in the money form, which is abstracted from the sensuous reality of various products. These moments in the growing abstraction and quantification of everyday objects — indeed, of various aspects of everyday life itself — probably played an important role in changing social consciousness. This is suggested, for example, by the new significance accorded time, the increased importance of arithmetic in fourteenth-century Europe, The abstract form of time associated with the new structure of social relations also expressed a new form of domination. The new time proclaimed by the clocktowers—which frequently were erected opposite the church belltowers— was the time associated with a new social order, dominated by the bourgeoisie who not only controlled the cities politically and socially but also had begun to wrest cultural hegemony away from the Church. Unlike the concrete time of the Church, a form of temporality controlled overtly by a social institution, abstract time, like other aspects of domination in capitalist
Just as labor is transformed from an action of individuals to the alienated general principle of the totality under which the individuals are subsumed, time expenditure is formed from a result of activity into a normative measure for activity. Although, as we shall see, the magnitude of socially necessary labor time is a dependent variable of society as a whole, it is an independent variable with regard to individual activity. This process, whereby a concrete, dependent variable of human activity becomes an abstract, independent variable governing this activity, is real and not illusory. It is intrinsic to the process of alienated social constitution effected by labor. I have suggested that this form of temporal alienation involves a transformation of the nature of time itself. Not only is socially necessary labor time constituted as an "objective" temporal norm, which exerts an external compulsion on the producers, but time itself has been constituted as absolute and abstract. The amount of time that determines a single commodity's magnitude of value is a dependent variable. The time itself, however, has become independent of activity — whether individual, social, or natural. It has become an independent variable, measured in constant, continuous, commensurable, and interchangeable conventional units (hours, minutes, seconds), which serves as an absolute measure of motion and of labor qua expenditure. Events and action in general, labor and production in particular, now take place within and are determined by time — a time that has become abstract, absolute, and homogeneous. The temporal domination constituted by the forms of the commodity and capital is not restricted to the process of production but extends into all areas of life.
society, "objective." It would, however, be mistaken to regard this "objectivity" as no more than a veil that disguises the concrete particularistic interests of the bourgeoisie. As with the other categorial social forms investigated in this work, abstract time is a form that emerged historically with the development of the domination of the bourgeoisie and has served the interests of that class; but it has also helped to constitute those interests historically (indeed, the very category of "interests"), and it expresses a form of domination beyond that of the dominating class. The temporal social forms, as I shall show, have a life of their own, and are compelling for all members of capitalist society — even if in a way that benefits the bourgeois class materially. Although constituted socially, time in Capitalism exerts an abstract form of compulsion. As Aaron Gurevich puts it: "The town had become master of its own time... in the sense that time had been wrestled from the control of the Church. But it is also true that it was precisely in the town that man ceased to be master of time, for time, being now free to pass by independently of man and events, established its tyranny, to which men are constrained to submit." The tyranny of time in capitalist society is a central dimension of the Marxian Categorial analysis. In my consideration of the category of socially necessary labor time thus far, I have shown that it does not simply describe the time expended in the production of a particular commodity; rather, it is a category that, by virtue of a process of general social mediation, determines the amount of time that producers must expend if they are to receive the full value of their labor time. In other words, as a result of general social mediation, labor time expenditure is transformed into a temporal norm that not only is abstracted from, but also stands above and determines, individual action.
Giddens writes: "The commodification of time... holds the key to the deepest transformations of day-to-day social life that are brought about by the emergence of capitalism. These relate both to the central phenomenon of the organization of production processes, and to the "workplace", and also the intimate textures of how daily social life is experienced." I shall not, in the present work, address the effects of this temporal domination on the texture of experience in everyday life.
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could be worse en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alcohol...
Retail sale of alcohol State law prohibits retail sale of liquor and wine between 9:00 p.m. and 6:00 a.m., and beer between midnight and 6:00 a.m. 61 17] State law allows local municipalities to further restrict retail sales of alcohol, or ban the issuance of retail liquor licenses altogether. 8 Local ordinances often prohibit retail beer sale after 9:00 p.m.
willow
everything, including his ideas of good and bad, right and wrong, lose their shape and their hold on him, and he feels at sea, dissatisfied but unsure why. It isn’t even clear, at the end, whether he fails to understand his life, or whether he disapproves of what it has been, or whether he simply feels that something important has been left out. It is not at all clear why exactly it has all been so unsatisfactory. Perhaps what is really unsatisfactory is not his previous life, but the fact that he now is dying. Ivan Is Unwell, Raymond Geuss, Who Needs A Worldview?, pg. 138 pre-filled alt-text: Maybe he was wrong at the end and the great obsession with getting ahead in the world, good food and drink and sex, which motivated him in his twenties, was really the right way to life his life. Maybe this correct insight was just covered over by the length of years, or he could no longer grasp its truth when he came to die. Perhaps he simply got too old to enjoy the pleasures of a man of twenty. Or perhaps his view of life at age twenty isn’t “right,” but it is no more wrong than the views he develops on his deathbed. Or perhaps it is just the case that what suits one in one’s healthy twenties will not necessarily suit one equally well in one’s sixties if they are spent in ill health or in the senility of one’s seventies. Last words and last thoughts are not invariably those most replete with human wisdom. If this seems to be the case, it is because unmemorable ones are nor remembered.
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To return to Ivan Ilyich, Tolstoy writes that at the end of his life Ivan Ilyich was able to tell himself the story of his life. He told it as a story of failure, although he can never really articulate the reason it was a failure. The point of Ivan Ilyich’s story, though, it has always seemed to me, is not so much that at the end for the first time he can tell the story of his life as a whole; the whole story suggests that this was something he could always do, had he wanted to; it is just that his narrative, like his life, would have been conventional, banal, and boring. His life was trop comme il faut to be at all interesting. Neither is the main point that he now sees his life differently and clearly, although that is what he (and perhaps Tolstoy, too) might think. Rather, the shocking thing at the end is that Ivan understands that the narrative does not matter. In the end, all this does not matter. This does not mean that at age twenty “all this” did not matter to Ivan Ivan Is Unwell 141 Ilyich. Since, to repeat, Ivan does not exist and never existed except as a literary creation of Tolstoy, the only reasonable meaning one can give to this question is whether Tolstoy represents “all this” as mattering to him. He says it did, so it did (unless I, as reader, have some overwhelmingly strong reason I can give for disagreeing with Tolstoy on this point). Nor that “all this” did not matter to him at age forty; it probably did, although the actual content of “all this” had probably changed for him between the ages of twenty and forty. That is all there is: sometimes things mean something; then they don’t; sometimes observers can hazard a guess about “causal” connections; sometimes they cannot. Is it obvious that a person’s judgment must be sharpest and most correct at the moment of death? Even if he is wasting away and losing his faculties?
willowMar 16, 2025
and why give present me interpretative authority? maybe old me knew something i’ve since forgotten
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discord status willow 7/18/22, 12:45 PM Let's get lost.
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i like having a discord diary because i can correlate the date and track down connections
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Rather than orienting ourselves in any particular direction, I have tried to write in such a way that the book doesn’t just conceptualize bewilderment, it can also produce it in the reader. Let’s get lost. Nathan Snaza, Animate Literacies, pg 10
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oh yea
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thatcherblackwood - front and center [Verse] Another semesters gone and I hardly changed Guess i'll sequester what I can't rearrange It's been a long damn while since a friend had said my name Sill out the corvette clost diptych erased Roll out the carpet sit latched in a copper cage I'm in the parking lot and you're still backstage [Chorus] I'll be front and center Front and center Front and center for you Just 'cause they said it, 'cause he said doesn't make it less true I'm scared to death I'm scared to death I'm scared to death I'll kill you Just by saying hi I'll be front and center Front and center Front and center for you Just 'cause they said it, 'cause he said doesn't make it less true I'm scared to death I'm scared to death I'm scared to death I'll kill you Just by saying hi
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“i just hate music” adorno, aesthetic theory, pg 40
willow
look what i got :)
Elurai from “The Sanctuary Knocker" in Jewel: Carnelian Artworks https://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/928439 my long running banner image
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willow gf timeline 6th-7th grade - cat 7th-8th grade - sydney 9th grade-sophomore - gail junior-senior - jay a year after work start-present - kasey
willowJul 15, 2024
i used a canva template
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asdf
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yea fair enough
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willow
okay so i tried discover
discover feed full of acknowledgments of “show less of this” “Thank you for your feedback! It has been sent to the feed operator.”
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(would be more but tmdb didn't have everyting)
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willow
so please... don't cut the ribbon so easily.
Doukyuusei Classmates 35m32s839ms Kusakabe and Sajou hugging in the park
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oh yea i figured that out a while back
:~/Code/bsky/bsky-dump/scripts/tar-searches/like-balance$ cat summary.json { "dreary.dev": { "kasey.cafe": { "likes": 5598, "total_posts": 10979, "proportion": 0.5098825029601968 }, "dreary.dev": { "likes": 16, "total_posts": 13191, "proportion": 0.0012129482222727618 } }, "kasey.cafe": { "kasey.cafe": { "likes": 20, "total_posts": 10979, "proportion": 0.0018216595318335004 }, "dreary.dev": { "likes": 5653, "total_posts": 13191, "proportion": 0.4285497687817451 } }
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kasey.cafe likes "dreary.dev": 6091, "updowncity.bsky.social": 1102, "elfboy.quest": 980, "advancedgooningtipsandtricks.site": 916, "juli.ee": 801, "paizuri.moe": 766, "soap.systems": 648, "did:web:juli.ee": 582, "ncs.bsky.social": 573, "number-one-warned.rat.mom": 496, "kivvora.pw": 482, "aviva.gay": 480, "mary.my.id": 468,
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ah fuck
:~/Downloads$ cat ollie-likes.json { "dreary.dev": 1587, "number-one-warned.rat.mom": 551, "advancedgooningtipsandtricks.site": 456,
willow
wow you're so trans and anorexic,, that must be *so* hard for you
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kasey — 12/19/23, 10:54 AM hey we're better than edaters i could see u we're volcel edaters discord dms w/ kasey
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penis delusion @hicuckomori Fakecels have it harder than incels 7:32 PM • May 26, 2025 • 804 Views Follow twitter screenshot from kavya ain’t that the truth
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absolutely
kasey.cafe moe.kasey.meow record at://did:plc:355lbopbpckczt672hss2ra4/moe.kasey.meow/3lq4zwcqjwv2p {"$type":"moe.kasey.meow","emotion":"angrily","subject":"did:plc:hx53snho72xoj7zqt5uice4u"} pdsls pds.moe record backlinks copy cid: bafyreibl33cma4mrs3oacrpios72yufhon55j3yvziuxgfjmpwqhgx45im
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quite fond of this one
diza pfp
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northernlion, welcome to the resistance
Abundance Ezra Klein Derek Thompson
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clearly emotions out of desperation. the acquiescence has blatantly gendered associations as well. i’m not gonna fight for my own unhappiness as much anymore probably (if you know me, this is a massive concession). ideology is in the doing.
affirmation and resistance in spinoza Why do People Fight for their Servitude as if it were Salvation? 1 Servitude as a Paradoxical Object of Desire https://www.cambridge.org/core/books/abs/affirmation-and-resistance-in-spinoza/why-do-people-fight-for-their-servitude-as-if-it-were-salvation/C16143C2E5B9192529F490111BCE7A7F
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i got pressured
willow it is past my bedtime tho i'm prolly gonna crash here shortly :3 just eva 22:19 No time to waste then call me hehe Call Ended 18 minutes — Today at 22:19
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