talking with cooper on his couch about aesthetic theory letting him nerd out >>>>> loud restaurant where elizabeth talks about weaving classes and lily talks about genshin impact
experiences like tonight are the reason i think the latter is true, like i just don't wanna talk about anything in my life and it gives the appearance of emptiness, it really does make things awkward
like theoretically cute tgirl talking about northernlion playing uma masume should be right up my alley but there’s just something lifeless about it all
i'm looking forward to going out tonight because i can tell i'm in that mood where i really really want to be social and compensate by writing things to myself and its unsatisfying and frankly a little humilating