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@drearydev.bsky.socialApr 23, 2025

willowApr 23, 2025

not to be an insufferable enby but i think the referential distance of people frequently using “willow” rather than pronouns or directly addressing me is cool and it’s neat that it’s arisen without my suggestion

you just seem kind of shaky, not unkind.

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willowApr 23, 2025

i should say less

4 I Am the Boy
I'd like to talk about a few things
Like how the last year has affected me It may seem like it's nothing, but it's been burning a hole, can't you see?
So if you could just wait I promise I'll make it better.
lyrics
Hold me, I'm a wreck, I neglect and I'm dysfunctional
To everyone around me and you're everyone around
Me, digress, can't let you walk away, I swear l'll change
If you let me. so, will you let me?
So could you pull me up, because I feel like I hit the deep end
But I'm "okay", if that's what you want me to tell you
I know, I'm sorry
Het this go to waste, fucking ruin everything I know, I'm sorry
But I'm sorry doesn't mean anything
'Cause l'd love it if you fucking let me

demon daze by sports.
https://realsportsboys.bandcamp.com/album/demon-daze

one of those days

also yeah i’m abandoning my principles by having a dedicated losing my marbles account but idc

i’d like to run away to you

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https://youtube.com/watch?v=ou-rVp6EbhM
you're okay
I lov u
ur okay to be sensitive

Health unto Death. If such a thing as a psycho-analysis of today’s prototypical culture were possible; if the absolute predominance of the economy did not beggar all attempts at explaining conditions by the psychic life of their victims; and if the psychoanalysts had not long since sworn allegiance

.áfos od sárta odnacnirb outse ue ojeh euqroP ?áfos od sárta odnednocse se átse êcov euq rop oãtnE .odem moc majetse sodivuo suem zevlaT ?eilrahC ,euqroP

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway

Você está com medo, Lola

Por quê, Charlie? Talvez meus ouvidos estejam com medo.

Então por que você está se escondendo atrás do sofá?

Porque hoje eu estou brincando atrás do sofá.

Charlie e Lola – S3E02 – Trovões completamentes não me assustam
https://youtu.be/V8e2GKSeaSw?si=daG1Cfh4IstMlMX0&t=74

key vs. locket (twikipedia) - half enough
https://m.soundcloud.com/keyvslocket/halfenough

willowApr 23, 2025

nervously runs my hand through my hair

luce

everyone do yourself a favor and listen theworstlabel.bandcamp.com/album/--4 youtube.com/channel/UCey... m.soundcloud.com/itati youtube.com/playlist?lis...

theworstlabel.bandcamp.com

その話にはまだ続きがあって, by 不覚にもムエタイ

5 track album

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my hrt doc is so chill lmao i’m just like “yeah i lied to you, i’ve been taking a higher dose” and she’s like “that’s chill i’ll just prescribe you more then”

lol wait i’m 150lbs apparently

got weighed again today, this is your formal notice that this is now an #edsky account

willowJan 21, 2025

guys did you know socialism is when the workers own the means of production

oh thats cute, my existing css overrides made verifications pink without me having to do anything

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dreary.dev

Verify a Bsky List

@dreary.bsky.socialApr 21, 2025

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okay so chat i’d like to request that we bully a specific corpo account off of bsky adobe-style, but i’m not allowed to tell you which one

lol y’all should really believe me when i say she’s the most in-touch with me at any given moment

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i’m constantly betraying my past self

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willowJan 19, 2024

neurotic legibility avoidance isn’t something to be proud of

alice robertsApr 21, 2025

kasey is right i’m extremely neurotic

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Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire! Lyrics
[Chorus]
Try it
Take it quick Or leave me quietly
Try it
Take it quick Or leave me quietly
[Verse 1]
I've been getting fucked up
My head is filling too
And the harder I try
The more I'm losing you
I'm draining this bottle
At a quicker rate
Every day
And I just don't know what I would say
Maybe a solid joke
An 8 outta 10
Or id find something
To compliment you
You look perfect every day
But I could see it in your face You never loved me anyway
You never loved me anyway

thank you, agamemnon

kasey and i have a system for what she calls me

kasey 4/1/24, 22:16
i have such perfect cover though when i want to be at straight hsts biogirl boyfriend
when i want to be radfem political transbian
girlfriend
when i want to be asexual queer queen that thing over there

willowApr 20, 2025

i asked kasey “what do you think of jesus” and she started her reply “well there’s this sabrina carpenter quote…”

willowApr 20, 2025

gm chat

youtube.com

【歌詞付き】"final wave emo" Samantha Smith - Ты слышишь/Я остаюсь

YouTube video by final wave emo

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soundcloud.com

i felt like a sketch

Thank you for waiting. This is the first

2 replies

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rifle

Eb Standard Even in fall You'll live out your sunny days So when you're all alone I hope you can find the missing space And even in a dream Even in a dream you found the words I write this knowing

@dreary.bsky.socialApr 19, 2025

database.jsonl

drearyview2

test

can someone check on anna

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oh sorry i did some actual drearydev testing this morning lmao, mostly deleted but my 'entities' experiment remains hehe

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so are we calling this thing "deer" or "deer dot social"

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at best this work is a collection of sparse biographical anecdotes and historical quotations constantly interrupted by offensively inoffensive reasoning

this is how i appraise the posts on your account

willowMay 16, 2024

the music i’m drawn to recently incidentally contains lyrics as propositions i would hypothetically harbor antipathy towards

i think sometimes i’m just bothered by the brashness, the unsubtlety of interpretation as such

Where exactly did it apply its pressure, gain control? Representations: of his interests, advantages and disadvantages, pleasures and displeasures; for the condemned man and for the spectators it is an object of representation.

it’s never you

i dont like my tone, at least not for this audience

pretty annoyed with the way people talk about impermanence. it’s frustrating that people associate it with insignificance or that the appropriate attitude is one of detachment. something being “fleeting” is not particularly notable in itself, and the emphasis you place has a one-sided odor to it.