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# diary > willow Today at 01:35 oh !!! there was things i was gonna type before i really really am interested in relationships where there's room and pressure for me to grow like i think that's the central core of the mini "older women" arc because yes that's a pretty good proxy i just don't want to be the one to do the dragging along and honestly someone that i'm able to admire, that pushes me higher nietzsche just cooked so hard, the hierarchical relation here is so important he often spoke of entire persons, and that has its place, but really it's most enlightening looking at aspects and features that there is an unsurveyable array of things not antecedently specifically that can be admirative objects
willow Today at 01:43 and it doesn't have to be like so apparent that i'm deficient in some thing, it can even be as simple as an appreciation of a mode of their behavior, their way of seeing the world merely being exposed to their actions and thoughts is enough to have the right educative effect, and it doesn't even have the feeling of being deficient just "here's a reminder that this is a way to do things", and of course it need not be, and often is not a cognitive process for the instructor either [redacted1], [redacted2], [redacted3] have this
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obviously i’m being imprecise here (particularly odd is the “instructor” framing) but cut me some slack this was another 2am wakeup
willowApr 17, 2024
sometimes i have thoughts at 2am that are utterly undecipherable
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