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willow
protokase ghosted me constantly you don’t even know
willow
April 30, 2023 i did not realize this was sent until too late and then didn't know how to respond good job i bet it'll be a good start 20:52 May 7, 2023 just finished my last exam, officially done with uni course work hope yours are going well. and lol no worries about the response, tbh it was kind of an odd thing to send i just figured i'd update you since we talked about it. i've had a hard time
about it. i've had a hard time knowing what and how to communicate things to you especially over text (i worry about being a nuisance and have to put a lot of intentional effort into trying to hold a balanced conversation where i don't just talk about myself or badger you with questions). i feel a lot of messy emotions around you (admiration, intimidation, [constructive] envy [with correlated humiliation in the acknowledgement of my (perceived) deficiencies], unmatched existential relatability, attraction?) and that all makes me act a bit odd and anxious. not to mention that's a lot of erratic and awkward baggage for you to navigate too, even if it's just implicit or one-sided (in fact, the asymmetry itself is likely rather uncomfortable). it's a little
uncomfortable). it's a little bewildering the extent to which you've influenced me and how long the feelings have lingered. i don't know if we'll ever hang out or talk again regularly (and honestly i'm not even sure about my preferences in this regard either) but i guess i'd like you to know that despite its relative brevity the time i spent with you was one of the highlights of my college experience and i'm really glad we met. (also i'm aware this is like the fifth time i'm written some melodramatic excessive disclosure thing like this to you but idk how else to express myself because i'm confused lol). but yea as far as the job goes i
willow
(she didn’t respond to this one either)
willow
willow 5/2/23, 10:28 kasey world if we didnt spend all this @baphotext creating DRM utopia meme Feb 26, 2023, 8:05 PM Got a job offer from think I'm gonna take it today and I Mar 23, 2023, 10:48 PM 3 new messages i did not realize this was sent until too late and then didn't know how to respond good job i bet it'll be a good start Sun 8:52 PM Start a new message Imfaoooo now im the one that doesnt know how to respond kinda weird sharing thing attention on me