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become practically actual
paragraph 47 in phenomenology
god that really hit though, so raw
it hit both for the bar itself but also in the context of the meaning of that post and my recent life, like post-willow has been feeling more actual but less thought about. the asexuality interpretation fits too tho lol
also *practically* actual
as in like both the practicality sense and the “roughly, not quite there” sense which makes “become” (past tense) even more crazy
incredible post all around. i made lots of sense of it
sadly very little sense

though i also see the tension of “being less thought about” and “thinking less about others” being an impediment to my actuality, which is a lovely twist