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i love you and i’m gonna cry more
sometimes i just get overwhelmed
all my friends mean so much to me and it’s hard to disambiguate the feelings, there are these swirling waves and glimpses of experiences and associations that emerge and fall back into the swell again and again

and that painful energy gets weirdly funneled into the affection i feel for the ones i love
i’m so much more sensitive now, and my sphere of concern is so much tighter and more concrete. i don’t know if it’s a regression before or a progression beyond the enlightenment, probably a little of both