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monday
https://soundcloud.com/dumb-as-rocks/i-dont-want-to-work https://soundcloud.com/crustsox/workshy https://soundcloud.com/deadgvrl/wagecvcks https://soundcloud.com/e-celpodcast/late-night-wagiecore
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this should be me instead
https://soundcloud.com/girlbossklub/haunt-how-to-download-gbk-sample-pack-working-2022 https://soundcloud.com/moong-rl/chuuu-glitter-rework me in my room having violent sex fantasies wooo i love haunt i just posted i.w. so i can’t do it again but… https://soundcloud.com/comptonhikikomori/work-sleep-work-sleep-work work, sleep, work, sleep, work, sleep, die. [I want to quit everything and just be close to you]
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got distracted in the lezzing out zone for 3 months (it WILL happen again, god-willing)
https://github.com/DrearyWillow heatmap with a gap after december
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mostly boring shit but it was nice to touch keyboard again
1.0.4 -> 1.0.8 - Complete refactor - New option: Ignore PDSls - New option: PDSls redirect to primary website for lexicon - New option: Copy AT-URI to clipboard - New option: Jetstream - Additional site support - More intuitive option descriptions - Improved logging
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every group got the TEXT IS A REQUIRED KEY BRO CAN YOU STOP FUCKING THIS UP Are you ready? Generate! Cannot read properties of undefined (reading 'trim') https://mary-ext.github.io/skeetgen/ i broke mary's tool because i had a malformed record in my repo
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yea that's what i'm saying, they're supposed to be gone (and were gone), but they came back (in certain views)
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me too !!
fix your rkeys pls https://recipe.exchange/recipes/01JF0B0ANBDG75R8Z5WZJDMMBX
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my favorite part is that it just steals it from their profile too
https://recipe.exchange/profiles/ngerakines.me/recipes
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i’ll never vote for you joe biden: then i’m afraid you ain’t black
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all in like 2 months lmfao
The Kasey Tapes playlist, 15 volumes
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i love metacommunication
the kasey tapes, volume 11 Description 06:07:11 1063- backToRelarionshipMetacommentaryPogSlashGen
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nietzsche, WHY I WRITE SUCH GOOD BOOKS, ecce homo, 267 "beautiful souls" something is physiologically askew at bottom; 1 do not say everything, else I should become medi-cynical. The fight for equal rights is actually a symptom of a discase: every physician knows that.— Woman, the more she is a woman, resists rights in general hand and foot: after all, the state of nature, the eternal war between the sexes, gives her by far the first rank. Has my definition of love been heard? It is the only one worthy of a philosopher. Love—in its means, war; at bottom, the deadly hatred of the sexes. gender abolition women trans human rights
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oh cool i get it now :) github.com/bluesky-soci... github.com/bluesky-soci...
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can someone smarter than me explain how search even includes alt text from images? github.com/bluesky-soci...
async searchPosts(req) { const { term, limit, cursor } = req const { ref } = db.db.dynamic let builder = db.db .selectFrom('post') .where('post.text', 'like', `%${term}%`) .selectAll()
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idk bro she got triggered and called ppl ugly and poor over this x.com/00Gidz/statu...
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meh depends. mostly nostalgia when i do. bea is prolly the most poppy i fw bc she has some inexplicable magic
willow — 7/21/23, 8:31 PM beatopia is prob one of my top albums all time kinda weird bc its not at all what i would immediately think of or refer to and tbh theyre not like all bangers not even in the same tier as other things i would consider fav albums but like im really into it i like it a lot and there are some really really lovely tracks and bea is kinda just idk how to describe its like lowkey alright pop she gets the pass when no one else does
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i feel so unseen rn :(((
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very threatening
puppy crying in grass
puppy crying in grass 2
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hiii :33 you’re cute and i’m flattered don’t ask me how i received this error btw
me faulting to save the image from https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:bjbjz2d2ybrzj3rzzujz7kc4/post/3ld2c6zsvz223 (don’t worry i got the blob) Failed to save image: Error: Asset couldn't be saved to photo library: The operation couldn't be completed. (PHPhotosErrorDomain error -1.)
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AirDrop Kasey would like to share a photo Decline / Accept scrunkly kitny saying miau
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there are two interpretations of that primordial phenomenon and only when you do the two interpretations of the primordial phenomena do you get the full bad conscience the primordial phenomenon is torturing yourself that is the primordial phenomenon is the phenomena of aggression turned against itself that's the central phenomena Nietzsche says that's the reality people need to turn their aggression against themselves for whatever reason for the moment that in itself doesn't give you folk bad conscience because that phenomenon needs to undergo two processes first a process of internalization that is turning my aggression against myself can take any number of forms it can take the form of self-harm for example as you know that people when I was growing up people didn't talk about this but now there is this phenomenon that's kind of recognized medical phenomenon or self-harm you know young people cutting themselves up and inflicting pain on themselves and various sorts of things I mean it's one of those things you know there are fashionable vices you know I mean there aren't just fashionable virtues there are fashionable crimes and vices you know when I was growing up there wasn't any such thing as so if people didn't worry about child molesting I mean some there were there weren't categories for these things and self-harm also I mean you know you might occasionally hear of someone who committed suicide but you didn't have this phenomenon of a cult cultivated phenomenon which was the object of intense interest of piercing and body things etc so
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YL6mSkSERxQ&t=1672s&pp=2AGIDZACAQ%3D%3D geuss, nietzsche lectures 5/7 zur genealogie der moral but but so Nietzsche says so there's directing your attention sorry directing your aggression against yourself then there's a process in which that directing the your aggression against yourself becomes internalized not externalized I don't direct migration against myself by cutting myself up but by internally generating a kind of psychic or mental pain that's one process so and then the second process is a process in which that internalized mechanism of inflicting pain on myself becomes connected with morality I can I can inflict mental pain on myself in a way that's not necessarily moral so the full phenomenon of morality is absurd the full phenomenon of bad conscience is you start with a kind of mechanism of self a need from whatever reason to up to to inflict your aggression on yourself that's internalized so that instead of cutting yourself you have bad thoughts or you you suffer depression or you suffer headache you have whatever whatever is and then that's connected with morality so that's what Nietzsche then talks about
willowFeb 21, 2025
fashionable vices
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:)
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i don't believe in the romantic/platonic divide and i don't want to be anyone
"want to be with" x "want to be" graph "everyone else" on the far left, spanning the range of "want to be with" and all the way negative on the "want to be" scale willow pfp in the center
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lmao wait i’m rank 24 for atproto, why
https://cred.blue/leaderboard dreary.dev at rank 24 with a score of 208
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*snarls at u*
santa with emo chick (me) i already know *remix* + k3lyxoxx osquinn boofbby (prod boofbby) kevinhilfiger https://m.soundcloud.com/kevinsavior/i-already-know-remix-k3lyxoxx-p4rkr-boofbby https://youtu.be/VJrNlHfOH0o
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@kasey.cafe this brings me indescribable joy
kasey on the atmosphere contributors list
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you wanna read adorno sooooo bad
adorno, the culture industry, 32. on the fetish character of music But what are emancipated from formal law are no longer the productive impulses which rebelled against conventions. Impulse, subjectivity and profanation, the old adversaries of materialistic alienation, now succumb to it. In capitalist times, the traditional anti-mythological ferments of music conspire against freedom, as whose allies they were once proscribed. The representatives of the opposition to the authoritarian schema become witnesses to the authority of commercial success. The delight in the moment and the gay façade becomes an excuse for absolving the listener from the thought of the whole, whose claim is comprised in proper listening. The listener is converted, along his line of least resistance, into the acquiescent purchaser. No longer do the partial moments serve as a critique of that whole; instead, they suspend the critique which the successful aesthetic totality exerts against the flawed one of society. The unitary synthesis is sacrificed to them; they no longer produce their own in place of the reified one, but show themselves complaisant to it. The isolated moments of enjoyment prove incompatible with the immanent constitution of the work of art
willowMar 4, 2024
adorno, aesthetic theory, 39-40
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adorno, aesthetic theory, 46
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Art’s inescapable affirmative essence has become insufferable. Art must turn against itself, in opposition to its own concept, and thus become uncertain of itself right into its innermost fiber.
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while i’m here: alt text backfill youtu.be/Wkfe6RRq74w
they’re not worried about not being affirmative, they’re happy to be completely negative. that’s one of the things they hated most about the united states. they go to the united states and the first thing they’re confronted with is people telling them to keep smiling all the time, people telling them to keep smiling all the time. brecht at one point says “it’s really exhausting to live in this country. everyone’s always telling me to keep smiling but sometimes i prefer to be depressed and look in the air and not do anything” and so they have no objection of the schopenhauerian view that the world - the world as we live in - is basically a horrible place raymond geuss in “in our time s12e16 - the frankfurt school” around 24:20
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app.diagrams.net flowchart got recommended a sewerslvt video liked reading theory watched serial experiments lain got into real breakcore found n0thanky0u + denpa gang got groomed by a discord pedo polycule bought a ssd (computers aren’t scary! :o) FOSS is cool as hell installed linux mpv lua!! fell in love with a girl (non-pedo) (kasey) stalker mode talking with cool programmers on bsky
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i can’t even pretend like this isn’t true bc the first thing i thought when i saw this was “on that reminds me i didn’t get to include the ‘whimsical’ humanities line in my post the other day”
raymond geuss, goals, origins, disciplines, pg 21 of a world without why At the moment, the relation between what is called philosophy and what are called the humanities is a matter of idiosyncratic associations between certain individuals, which are so contingent they border on the whimsical —the odd Professor of Ethics who also happens to have read Greats at Oxford rather than PPE, or the don who works professionally on some aspect of the philosophy of language but also happens to be devoted to the ballet.
willowFeb 11, 2025
It would not be surprising if the discipline of “philosophy” depended for its continuing vitality on the tension between its different poles - between interest in the structure of the natural world, interest in forms of argumentation, and interest in “what would be for the best”.
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i really need need some peace need release i really need need a hug, need a kiss need someone to fucking suck my dick
willowFeb 14, 2025
*a kinda bangs
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nice :D
https://cred.blue/dreary.dev They currently are using a custom domain which has a rarity level of uncommon. They have their own rotation key set, and their PDS is hosted by a Bluesky mushroom.
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get fucked
https://cred.blue/compare Score Comparison dreary.dev has a combined score of 615. paizuri.moe has a combined score of 377. dreary.dev is ranked higher.
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you should make some lists! :> tho you can always do this in the meantime if you don’t like reposts
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pretty cool right
https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:apltw3rfhbwnngkw5km7lq6f/post/3lcriofzqqc2p DUDE I WAS ABT TO SAY THIS!! Idfk what shit they take to make almost EVERY GODDAMN SCENECORE ARTIST either a rapist, murderer, incest, cp, or other nasty ass kinks and fetishes. that genre is NOT safe
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youtu.be/KFOAZVuwGIE
[Intro] Let's commit a school shooting, yeah Let's commit a school shooting Let's commit a school shooting, yeah Let's commit a school shooting [Verse 1] Dance off, yeah yeah, I'm gonna win that I'm a loser babygirl, I can admit that HRT all up in me HRT selling at the scene I got things in my baggie Would you like that? Gunshots in school, its getting rad I'm a loser, yeah you know I am a quiet kid Spend my money just do see your face in a ditch [Chorus] Slit my wrists inside your car I cry for days look at my scars I'm gonna be your problem now I'm gonna cause your problems now Slit my wrists inside your car I cry for days look at my scars I'm gonna be your problem now I'm gonna cause your problems now
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pink favicons for soundcloud, bluesky, youtube, bandcamp Favicon Switcher https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/favicon-switcher/
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raymond geuss on richard rorty, nationalism, and catholicism. “richard rorty at princeton: personal recollections” in politics and the imagination, 159 Constructing Our Country, though, represented a step too far for me. The very idea that the United States was "special" has always seemed to me patently absurd, and the idea that in its present, any of its past, or any of its likely future configurations it was in any way exemplary, a form of gross narcissistic self-deception which was not transformed into something laudable by virtue of being embedded in a highly sophisticated theory which purported to show that ethnocentrism was in a philosophically deep sense unavoidable. I remain very grateful to my Catholic upbringing and education for giving me relative immunity to nationalism. In the 1950s the nuns who taught me from age five to twelve were virtually all Irish or Irish-American, with sentimental attachment to certain elements of Celtic folklore, but they made sure to inculcate into us that the only serious human society was the Church, which was an explicitly international organization. The mass, in the international language, Latin, was the same everywhere; the religious orders were international.
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https://ungratefulhyenas.noblogs.org/files/2021/04/KilltheCoupleinyourHead_READ-1.0.pdf kill the couple in your head https://dreary.dev/politics/#relationship-anarchy Oftentimes, anarchists like to fool themselves into thinking they have escaped the clutches of the Couple by proliferating its logic - polyamory is taken for free love. We disagree. This framework leaves the form of the Couple intact and creates an entire economy of energy and affection to manage it. Polyamory is neoliberal monogamy. Countless rebranded models have emerged, desperate to adapt the logic of intimate control to the queer free market by suggesting that we can find liberation by expanding our spheres of control and domination. The "primary partner", with their "secondaries" is an easy hierarchy to critique, but the fundamental logic of polyamory is that we each have a finite quantity of energy (i.e. love) that is to be meted out according to negotiations within the respective couple units. We are all managers in the worker co-op of love! The idea that another's jealousy can be addressed by managing my relation with someone else is a convenient way to avoid facing the fear of death and abandonment we all struggle with due to the artificial scarcity and very real isolation of society.
willowDec 9, 2024
polyamory is gay marriage for straight people
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hey i was there this morning !
recent bsky searches for jungle i’m afraid, readth, suicidal, waqs
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quoisexual dan monster energy soap anarchy 3d emoji newsstand
my emoji picker with a bunch of weird stickers
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on the bright side i’ve been stalled from work for 45 minutes. but yknow, i kinda have shit to do
Working on updates 88% Please keep your computer on. Your computer may restart a few times. windows update
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also listening to readths, which i’m still surprised people don’t know about. my old skeet is the only reference on bsky youtu.be/Q94INyr-ImI
https://serverofuser.bandcamp.com/album/a-readth-album a readth album by various artists While it is said that 'Readth' is obligatory for everyone who calls themselves a 'breakcore artist' to make their own adaptation of, its adaptability is definitely not limited just to the genre of breakcore. https://untitledexe.bandcamp.com/track/readth https://discord.com/channels/1314779968676433960/1315793486204768286/1316961330099519548
willowFeb 28, 2024
girls gfto is incelcore’s readth
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the non-binary loophole
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[guy reading Hegel] did any of that actually happen? like, when Hegel talks about masters and slaves, like, is that meant to be history? what time period does that take place in? Hegel doesn't provide any citations, like at all. the experience and self-expression of consciousness and spirit; is that a real thing? that psychologists could study and perform experiments on? again, no citations. riffing on philosophytube nietzsche video https://x.com/realkairyu/status/1891897539319738537
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x community note marked not helpful for opinion or speculation. original tweet was: “announcement: i have decided to end my own life -dan hentschel” Post unavailable Needs more ratings Feb 15 • View details Not shown on X Note originally added to the media on a post that has since been deleted, and could be showing on 53 posts that include this media If you are feeling thoughts of suicide, please seek help. A list of crisis hotlines for various countries can be found at the link below https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/sui cide/suicide-prevention-hotlines-resources-worldwide Is this note helpful? Yes Somewhat No What was unhelpful about it? Sources not included or unreliable Sources do not support note Incorrect information Opinion or speculation
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some days it seems like lieu has waqs syndrome
https://www.discogs.com/artist/2963464-Waqs I can’t even fit the full list in the alt text 2000 character limit. Aliases: ... (2), Aardkore Lizard, aerial wipe, Alone (38), Amen Weed, amphetamine hysteria, Ancient Jungle Tribe, Angel Dust (30), Aph.exe, Autumn Leaf, Autumn Tears (2), Ava11, Æver, Bipolar Owl, born to be buried in the grave, Bug263, Carry14, Chameleon 4, Chao Garden, Charlie Manson's Lullaby, Chew Eck, Child Hood (2), Chloe (38), Crab24, Cry From Memories, Curve Nail, Dear Setsuko, Desktop Coconut, Disappointed In Myself, DJ 6x6x6, DJ Add Rate, DJ Adsajnfjsefksf, DJ Brittany Murphy, dj candy floss, DJ Chii, DJ Chopped 70's, DJ Chunk_ash, DJ Daisy Cheerleader, DJ Eviscerate, DJ Fatigue Society, DJ Headphones, DJ Heroin Overdose, DJ idk, Dj Insomnia, DJ Kasumi, DJ Klims, DJ Loser (3), DJ LSD (3), DJ MDMA, DJ Misty, DJ Nurse Ratchet, DJ Psilocybin Mushrooms, Dj Revalgin, DJ Sailor Moon, DJ Tired Society, Dj Watermelon, Don't Exist Anymore..., Dream '94, Drugs Are My Only Friends, Dxm Fairy, DXM Krew, Dyslexia + +, Emerald Garden, Emerald Loser, endless marijuana, Error 1991, Eternal Tranquility, Euphoria Ever, Euphoria Mint Corrected, Ever (10), Extent Regard, Fallen Leaf, Farewell Ariel, Farewell, My Love..., Fillip Phry, Fish Star 28, ｆｌoｗeｒ９７, Flying Sparkles ｡･･ﾟ☆, Forever (25), Fox_Rat, Freak Bwoy, Frosty Snow, Fuko In Da Hood, Ganja arbarek, Ganja My Cure, Goa Lick, Green Rust, Hall Fish, I Cry When I Think Of Past, I Shouldn't Be Here, i want to be dead, I_am, Idontknow.exe, Instant Aware, Ite em, Jellyfish In Ice Cream, Junkyard Wendy, Kelsey The Happy Taxidermist, Lava_girl99, Lemon_aid, life ended by suicide, lifelong suicidal thoughts, Lightning2002, Limecoma Meadow, Limegirl40895, Live Aerial, Livid Ghost, Lolipusher, Look At The Sunset And Cry..., Lost cause (29), Mayushi, MC Sumomo, Memories..., Mermaid Plate, meth addict, Mole Gloom, Mush Room's, Mushroom Gum, My Disappointing Life, my family members were awful so i killed them in a par…
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Most people rejected His message. Shut up! They hated Jesus because He told them the truth. Gal. 4:16
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