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willow

dreary.dev

did:plc:hx53snho72xoj7zqt5uice4u

andromorphic angel



alright yall can chill out now
graph woag

discretionary power of another over matters of significance in my life
angry emoji with fist

i can make it
Wednesday, February 10, 2021 + 1577 days = Friday, June 6, 2025
check willow diary logs from 5/27/23 when originally calculated
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if you're looking for someone to blame for all this
# diary
January 23, 2024
willow at 2:15 AM
screenshot of messages from cass (kasey) at 22:23
everything is making sense now
babe
stirner
im unmonogamy pilled
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do nothing, win
max stirner scribble

there is a degree of sleeplessness, of rumination, of the historical sense, which is harmful and ultimately fatal to the living thing
Untimely Meditations, Nietzsche, pg. 62

In the case of the smallest or of the greatest happiness, however, it is always the same thing that makes happiness happiness: the ability to forget or, expressed in more scholarly fashion, the capacity to feel unhistorically during its duration. He who cannot sink down on the threshold of the moment and forget all the past, who cannot stand balanced like a goddess of victory without growing dizzy and afraid, will never know what happiness is -worse, he will never do anything to make others happy. Imagine the extremest possible example of a man who did not possess the power of forgetting at all and who was thus condemned to see everywhere a state of becoming: such a man would no longer believe in his own being, would no longer believe in himself, would see everything flowing asunder in moving points and would lose himself in this stream of becoming: like a true pupil of Heraclitus, he would in the end hardly dare to raise his finger. Forgetting is essential to action of any kind,

got a haircut
jk this is me from april 2017
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yeah i’m not aware of a way to see it in social-app at all unfortunately
https://pdsls.dev/at/did:plc:hx53snho72xoj7zqt5uice4u/app.bsky.feed.post/3lfaqkjveu22t

alt: relationship anarchy symbol with pink clouds and palm tree silhouettes
kami - tiempo
https://soundcloud.com/k4miina
ril/tiempo
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(i’ll send you a drive link of images btw but here’s that one)
RA Clouds.png

my sweater split


lmao wtf how did i get unfollowed
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i planned to go out at 19 and then i fell in love
https://soundcloud.com/jdjd52/19a

jd - nineteenism

brainfreeze when you kiss me I feel everything but empty for once
feel my bones crush when you hit me key bumps fix me i'll be good

what will I take to feel ok tonight? another day to not be dead inside i'll just scream at you to feel alright at the expense of your brain

i never knew what I was looking for to tell the truth i never knew if I was ever gon get over you i'm falling in doing stupid shit that I shouldnt do they talk behind my back I hope it's all the truth

been in bio for forever, i research my rights thoroughly before i sign the contract
anna’s main’s bio

she/her
any/all ONLY by my partner rodent appreciator



this post is kinda complicated for me bc its riffing on this line from a blog post where i mean a lot of different things at once. the more direct answer short answer is being pretty and taking e
https://dreary.dev/blog/i-bought-a-toothbrush/

I'm scared of mirrors because I like how they look.


say hi chat you’re on camera
Mom >
Details? Friend? More than friend?
How Does Kasey fit into this equation?

https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:aq3mtpt6w52wvdr5lrq5rcqp/post/3lezx6z6qys22

joan but more venty m
@j0anbug... • 1d
i dont understand kasey and willow's polycule and at this point im too afraid to ask

https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:5b75z6g3q4p6ntqx324wjjm3/post/3lf25uwlpdk26

aly @aly.ruffruff.party • 1d
• she/they • xe/xir
It gets more complicated every time I think I've figured it out

if it helps you aren't the only one that's confused
Delivered
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HAHAHHA FUCK
Who is Willow? What is a ploycue?


what an unbelievably stupid and etiolated model of interpretation
https://x.com/kenthecowboy_/status/1876167909904458080

Uncle Kenny V @kenthecowboy_
Before I knew this was ai, I zoomed in and looked at this section. Why was it there? Was it supposed to be a heart? Cigarette smoke? An emotion made visible? Have other artists done things like this before?
Nope. If you ask the prompter, the ai just threw it in there. If you ask the ai, it's just trying to give the prompter what they want
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i fucking hate intentionality!!!!
crazy eyed troll-face with a gun
from the “we’ve got you surrounded” meme
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check out the kasey tapes folks
goeo_ Today at 15:02
"i like people that are neurospicy. i just like hanging out with my retards what can i say"
mega banger
willow is being super based in the kasey tapes
right now
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unrelated image
raads-r-leaderboard with mary and danii highlighted

# raads-r-leaderboard ›
kasey
12/8/24, 09:13
1. elaina - 216
2. espi - 210
3. mary - 210
4. vesper - 207
5. doll - 204
6. lea - 200
7. matsubusa - 199
8. danii - 199

still working this out but i’ve recently been reflecting about the role of fantasy in my life. obviously spurred on by strong identification with the schizoid experiences i read about.
Disorders of the Self: New Therapeutic Horizons. The Masterson Approach.
Ralph Klein, The Self-in-Exile, pg 64

Fantasy
In the life of the schizoid patient, fantasy is extraordinarily important and has a variety of functions. Most often, fantasy is viewed as a component of a person's withdrawal from the world, a turning inward and away from oth-ers. Viewed in this fashion, fantasy would be a core component of the self-in-exile. But it is far more complicated than that. Fantasy is relationship by proxy. It is a substitute relationship, but it is a relationship nonetheless. It is, for the schizoid patient, an ideal, defensive, compensatory relation-ship. It is an expression of the self-in-exile because it is self-contained and free from the dangers and anxieties associated with appropriation. It is also an expression of the self struggling to connect to objects, albeit internal ob-jects. Fantasy permits schizoid patients to feel connected, and yet still free from the imprisonment of the master/slave unit. In short, in fantasy one can be attached (to internal objects) and still be free.
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i engage in this all the time, but it’s historically been intensely private and sensitive about it. an old blog post described it partially:
https://dreary.dev/blog/playlist-auto-ethnography/

for an entirely differently modality of engagement. I think that this helps to make the person remain in my thoughts and sometimes that's really comforting.
Often I notice that just those minimal thoughts alone are enough to keep me from ever feeling lonely. Like I don't need friends actively, I just need the shadow of old friends. I don't think that's entirely true, but it does at least contribute to the delay in my socializing clock sometimes. Other times certainly though it causes me to miss the person in question, but rarely is it something that causes me to actively want to work towards resolving or reconnecting with the person. Moreso it allows me to feel some sadness and melancholy in the context of a relationship gone
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my supportive non-monolingual bloomfs about me: "I know it's in English but despite that it's very good!"
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@Lorena3-h4t
5 hours ago
❤❤❤❤me encanta! Es muy linda canción,se que esta en inglés pero a pesar de eso suena muy bien 😊😊😊😊😊 es muy linda,me relaja,me tranquiliza, aunque a la vez me hace recordar :3
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❤❤❤❤I love it! It's a very nice song, I know it's in English but despite that it sounds very good 😊😊😊😊😊 It's very nice, it relaxes me, it calms me down, although at the same time it makes me remember :3
(Translated by Google)


my relationships move fast we're already furniture shopping
discord call with danii on the ikea website

this me
me waow

this was the only thing i commented about your appearance
julie she has absolutely stunning eyes
13:03 
jealous
13:35

meeting with jade was a success but we didn’t take any pics so i can’t use my draft ideas
willow Today at 09:50
already got my skeets planned for later today
when jade and i take pics homie got the agp curls tomoko aesthetic reference
building off that to blame international gfs (very.international gfs??)
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you’re in meow4 accly

i searched for masculine in my posts to prove you wrong but nvm you might have a point
willow@dreary.dev • 8mo least egocentric boyfriend (man)
(masc) (verile)

kasey @kasey.cafe • 8mo
fae/faer she/her
i cant wait until i have a car and can drive to you and beat your ass when you say things like this

willow @dreary.dev • 8mo
nooooo don't stick in my (male) ass and massage my masculine prostate



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Comment on "AKAZI - The ace up my sleeve"
@holey5065 - 4 weeks ago
wtf is this image, it makes me throw up so much i regret clicking in this
@Ikarus-Kandsmar-Agkylos - 3 weeks ago
You are correct, so much so that Willow herself agreed with a heart.

You reposted
faith @girlcel_ - 8/12/23
"hey guys, just so you know i use any/all pronouns :)"
>visibly grimaces whenever she gets called he
>eyes light up whenever she gets called she


https://www.instagram.com/yourhabibi37/p/CU4MErkh76q/
https://www.instagram.com/yourhabibi37/p/CQ5QTWwL6Yc/
https://www.instagram.com/yourhabibi37/p/CSntDfSBJye/
https://www.instagram.com/yourhabibi37/p/CSiqQH2hI9A/

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unfortunately this has awakened something in me
/mnt/Vault/Pictures/jonas-willow
a bunch of intp pics i'm headcannoning as jonas


alt text backfill with blurry christmas kasey
like this post 10 days ago was about you lmao (and yikes in this context it looks incredibly fucking bad) https://bsky.app/profile/dreary.bsky.social/post/3kerwi6te2c2d 
Bluesky Social
dreary (@dreary.bsky.social)
i wish she would record hours and hours of her just talking. i love her voice, i love her thoughts. for the people i admire, i honestly think that’s my ideal relationship. just consuming their ideas one-sidedly on my own terms.
its incredibly fucking embarassing and i feel like i'm scared to share but if i don't it feels really fucked up
its so creepy
fuckay
i wasnna die
it's like a lot to put on you and i'm obviously frightened about fucking things up and i just never planned on talking to you again so i thought it wouldnt be an issue
but seriously don't feel the need to reassure me, because i feel like this very clearly crosses some uncomfy boundaries and idk if its healthy
willow — 12/2/23, 9:50 PM
i'm not trying to sabotage this, i just want you to be informed about the dynamics on my side so you can steer clear if necessary
kasey — 12/2/23, 9:57 PM
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https://www.16personalities.com/profile/result-history
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